Thursday, 30 July 2015

Instagram Diary | 3

1 | My recent camping holiday, which I just got back from today.

2 | A selfie on a chill out day, when my hair hasn't even been brushed.

3 | Harbour Festival with my Dad after a tough day at work.

4 | OOTD: Loved this simple yet classy outfit.

5 | My closest friend Abbey came over after work to sleep.

6 | As seen in my recent post at an art gallery.

7 | Taken from my post: A Costa with my friend Skye.

8 | Plymouth to look at the university.

9 | Beautiful piece of artwork again taken from a post.

10 | My wonderful Dad last year at Prom.

11 | Taken in my garden before I head out.

12 | A selfie chilling with two of my friends. 

Sorry for the delay of posts recently I have been very busy with work and I have also been on a short holiday away. Which has made me very tired, so I'll most likely be of to bed after I set my laptop down. This post goes from the most modern one being number one and the last one from a month or two ago being number twelve. I hope you have enjoyed seeing what I post on Instagram, if you would like to see more click on the link in the right side bar. I hope you're having a wonderful day and there will be a post very shortly.

Nikkita x

Monday, 20 July 2015

A Lovely Day

A few weeks ago I went on another art trip. Personally this one was much better than the last as it was such a lovely day because this time we had much more freedom than before. Firstly we went into the Bristol School of Art and looked round a gallery filled with amazing art work that pupils who attend the course did. It was lovely to see a wide range of art, with lots of meaning and very unique. After that waited by a lovely water fountain which was absolutely lovely, especially on the hot day that it was. We then looked around a few more galleries before going to Brown's for a lovely drink. It was such a picturesque place and made you feel like you were on holiday. After that we visited a few more galleries and looked at some lovely art shops. We then took a walk down to the harbour side to eat our lunch, before going home. But instead of going home me and my friend Skye went to Costa to have a lovely catch up. Overall it was a very simple yet lovely day which I appreciated very much.

Nikkita x

Saturday, 11 July 2015


If you know me, you know how much I love photographs. A few months back me and my Dad were driving past this graveyard that looked very haunting with the fog. My initial thought was... that could make some great photographs. So I asked my Dad to pull over so I could take a few and this resulted in the photos above.

Nikkita x

Sunday, 5 July 2015


Again today is going to be another long post. So make sure you grab your hot beverage and prepare to read... Recently I have been looking at multiple pictures and some friends who all are very petite with the "ideal" figure. Obviously when comparing yourself to other people it tends to get you down as well. I did a post on not comparing yourself to others recently and to be honest it's a lot easier to say then do. I have been doing it so much definitely when it comes to my weight. I'm definitely no size 0, I would say I'm a fairly healthy weight but when I look at others this tends to float away into a world of dreams. So you're probably saying that's normal isn't it? Which yes it is, if you haven't had a thought of how your body could be better in the past year. You my dear are an amazingly unique person. But the fact is we all have these thoughts some on a day to day basis and others on a weekly basis. We've all had the thought at least once in our lives. 

The reason I'm talking about this now is because of today. It was extremely hot and there was no way I was going to keep my jeans on so I threw on a pair of anchor shorts to go with my pink socks and white vest top. Then my Dad asked me whether I wanted to go to KFC and how could I resist. I grabbed the closest shoes to me (which were my Docs) and walked out the door. On my way I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and came to the realisation that I was probably wearing the most unique and bizarre outfit that I have ever seen. But because it was so hot I couldn't care less and continued walking out the door. I went into KFC and everything was fine until I was on my way out and these two teenage girls looked at my thighs. It hit me that these girls were a lot more petite compared to me. It did hurt my feelings to the extent that I talked to my Dad about it on the way home. When I walked back in the door I looked in the mirror, I didn't look like those girls and by far  I didn't have a thigh gap. But the truth is I will probably never have a thigh gap or look as petite as any of those girls as I naturally have a bigger build. I'm healthy and happy which is all that really matters. 

I thought I'd inform you on this event today as I want you to know that if you are having a fat day or your motive in life is pretty low today... you're beautiful. Yes you! Despite your size, height and whether you have the ideal body or not. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Never doubt yourself. You are a human being and you are unique. There is not one other person in the world who is like you. So instead of trying to cover yourself up... Embrace your beauty, curves or no curves. Life is to short to dream about the ideal body. So live for today and embrace your natural beauty. 

Nikkita x